Group Blog

Sebastian Michaelis

Ciel, my love... Do you realise what you have done to me? Or do you even care? When I formed a contract with you all those years ago, I hadn't one idea that it would lead up to this...

That was over a century ago.

These days, you lay about the same old manor house and dig though the same old ice box for food. Darling, I won't lie- your rump is getting a little more round every time I look at it. Which, I'm lucky if I get to do so at least once a week. When you are not having cat-naps or snacking on junk food, you are hard at work in your study (or tossing Alois out a window. Remind me again why he is still alive?). I don't see you as often as I wish I could, and that has led me to make some very wrong choices...

It may not be wise to live with regret, but there are far too often times in which that cannot be helped.

As the ruler of Averno, and as an ancient devil who has been living since the dawn of time itself, I am not the best of people. I do stupid things and at times, I do not think them through. I give into temptations, I lie, steal, cheat, etc. Or, I did for a very long while.

I have people, children, who look up to me now (no pun intended, due to the fact that I am the tallest being here). I am more than proud to be a role model for them all. I have been taught to care, and I do not mind it one bit.

Ciel, devils such as myself should not be allowed to sleep. A nap, perhaps, is all right, but to sleep leads to endless nightmares. I have been sleeping by your side the past few months, and each time, the nightmares become worse. You would think that I'd have learned by now... Last night's regarded me stabbing you several times with a holy-water laced blade, killing you.

I'll never forget that face you gave me, even if it was only a dream.

Have I betrayed you so much that I am dwelling on the guilt? Perhaps...

I miss you sometimes, even if you are right here in front of me.

Lucius Caesar Trancy

All right, let me get this straight...

Valdus loves Genevieve. Valdus is one of my best friends.

Genevieve is my ex-girlfriend who apparently dated Valdus only out of pity.

Valdus had sex with Aranis, my adopted brother's lover. That brother is also Valdus's brother. Aranis laced brownies with an aphrodisiac and took advantage when Valdus consumed them. Valdus is innocent. He does not deserve to be hurt any more, by anybody.

Genevieve broke up with Valdus upon finding out and returned to ask for me back. This girl claims she loves me, and I am tempted to give into her. Even if it only means she'll "love" me for a little bit, it's still something. As soon as she gets bored with me, she can go right back to Valdus. Who, at that time, will probably realise she's not... worth his time. Until then... there is no way she could hurt me more than she already has- she is my friend. We grew up together. I want to trust her again, but at what cost? She frightens me so much.

Then again, everything these days seems to frighten me.

Along came Chester in the midst of my pathetic suffering. He showed an interest in me and, wanting the attention, I played along and he and I started to play a dirty little game. He's a tramp, no matter how much he attempts to deny it.

But that tramp has become my best friend, my "'coon"hound puppy. He has a certain charisma that I cannot ignore no matter how much I scold myself. When we first spent a night together, he said that I should not become attached; he does not believe in commitment and hence, does not want a relationship. However, it's been a few weeks now since I've realized that it's too late for me.

I'm falling in love with him and it feels horrible, because he'll not love me back.

The hexed rose I gave him has multiplied into three red blossoms- Such symbolises "I love you". Although Chester adores roses, he is clueless when it comes to their symbolism, and for that I am grateful- for the rose changes in accordance to my feelings toward him.

There is a fourth hexed rose that I keep from him that has turned orange- and I know that it reflects Chester's own feelings for me: "We are friends, but I want more".

...No, you don't.

I don't ever want to be with you. I am not yours, I don't belong to anyone. And I don't want to. I can always get by on my own. I can't say yes to Genevieve, and I cannot be with you. Can't things just carry on without people caring so much about what I want from them?

I want friends. That's all I want. I don't want to be hurt again. I don't want to be in love...

I hate people...

Gabriel Dae Keehl

I miss my sister, even if I hardly knew her. I wish she was here now, to help comfort me. She didn't have to die... She could have accomplished so much more...

It's my fault, really. Everything must be.

Aranis doesn't love me. He just wanted me for sex. Now that I'm sixteen, I'm too old, and he didn't want me anymore.

I should have known better than to date the insufferable bastard who killed my beloved sister, and manipulated, tricked my little brother.

Mark my words, Aranis, I will make you pay for what you've done to me and my siblings, and I will show no mercy! How dare you do this, you arrogant fool?

Go burn in Hell where you belong! May Sebastian send you to the torture chambers to suffer! My hatred for you burns more passionately than my love ever did!

You are a thief, a whore, and a liar, and I will kill you!

Malphas Mephisto Trancy

Last night, I was minding my own bloody business. Y'know, just going to my son's bedroom to tell  him that dessert was ready.

As it turns out, he and Chester were RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF DESSERT. WITH LUCA ON TOP.

Please, do excuse me while I go die in a corner.