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Sebastian Michaelis

Nemo keeps suggesting that I take a break, and relax, when I have told him time and time again that I do not take breaks. I have a kingdom to run, after all- to neglect my responsibilities as a leader would be irresponsible, and that, I am not.

But at the same time, I would simply love to spend more time with Ciel, and unfortunately, it seems, that when I do  have time for him, he does not have time for me, and it really is rather painfully amusing...

I would love to take him out more often, he seems happy when I do... And it makes me happy to see him happy, but that's a given.

Nemo is to become the head of my guards in a few days; and I know Denzel will not approve. Nemo says he will just tell him that he is my  "gardener".

Angel fish, perhaps you'd do better to use the term "weed killer", because that would be more precise, I think.

The best of luck to you- and please, do not get yourself killed, you reckless child.

Lucius Caesar Trancy

I fear Chester will have a go at me if he discovers Johanna's true identity. I mean, why would he not be angry? I was pregnant, and gave the child to my infertile and adopted brother, and I did not tell Chester a thing; as I did this all behind his back.

I do not regret having Johanna, but I do regret keeping her a secret from Chester.

...But what difference would it make if he knew? Johanna is better off in the hands of Gabriel, and, dare I say it, even Aranis. She'll have a better life with them, I think. I cannot just thrust a child at Chester so early in our relationship... It is my fault for not listening, yet again.

I am depressed away from my daughter, and I am afraid, so afraid, that something bad may happen to her.

But when am I not afraid? Doing this has but proved my cowardice...

Gabriel Dae Keehl

Luca gave birth to Johanna on Monday night.

I kind of wonder how he kept his pregnancy a secret, he was rather unstable at the time. He told everyone it was food-poisoning from Addis's nachos; and so he spent the entirety of his pregnant severely ill; he water broke in front of- actually, on- Chester, and the idiot didn't even know better.

When he first found out he was expecting, he came to me immediately and asked me if I would like to take care of a baby. Well, sure! After all, I am infertile... The only reason I took up the offer was out of greed; altough Luca would have aborted it otherwise. The greed to be with Aranis, and to never lose him again... The greed to have a child when I knew I could not...

Aranis appears to be smitten with little Johanna, but who could blame him? She is simply precious...

There will, I know, be a point in time in which either Aranis or Chester will find out what Luca and I are hiding, and then, we wil both be in trouble- And over what? A baby.

My greatest fear is that Aranis will leave me again... I honestly don't know how I am going to deal with that. This time around, I took a girl's virginity, and I don't even know why.

Anyhow, until that day comes that Johanna's secrets are revealed, I shall make it my duty, and my very promise to Lulu, that I will protect her with my own life...

And if I fail, may God strike me down.

Myka Ophelia Trancy

It really is difficult being incapable of speech, but luckily, I can write...

I don't understand why people want to bloody keep me. I mean, honestly. First, there was that psychotic blonde girl with the yellow rodent hoodie, then there was my idiot brother, and then there was that blonde transvestite.

I am not a dog, I am a wolf. I am not a freaking pet, people.

Cambion says I should stop killing little animals, but I can't help it. They just look so funny when they are about to die... I am amazed for some reason that he does not agree.

I found a white turtle yesterday crawling about the woods, so I picked him up and put him in Cambion's treehouse. When I showed it to him, he told me not to touch it; but I guess that's what I get for killing lizards and frogs and throwing rocks at crows... I did, however, kill a dove, and he seemed pleased about it.

Oh- And I have no idea why I had the urge that one day to take Luca's scissors and carve "Vermin" into Cambion's wrist. I suppose I was bored, really; when I stop thinking as such, I do odd things; and yesterday, I ran a finger along the letters on his wrist and they changed to spell out "Jazabel". Mr. Mello the transvestite says that was his daughter, and that she is dead. I stole a box of pictures she took from under the zombie panda's bed, and I gave Cambion a picture of her because he asked for one. She really interests me for some reason, and I wish someone would tell me more about her...

Oh- Has anybody heard of The Game? Because if you have, you just lost it. Hehe~