Nameless

I live now only for my children: Bambi, Denzel, and Dyfri, and for no other reason.

Romantic love, I have come to believe, does not last forever, because forever is a very long time. But the love a mother has for her (or his) children is of the undying sort. The love for another person romantically, however, always does die in time- particularly if you happen to fall in love with a dumbass or a human, or both.

Do pardon my language.

My mother did not have the time to raise me, so much as give me a name. I am sure that in some way he cared about me- but it does not matter now. He would come and go as he pleased, and I was left to my father and Skye...

What bugs me now is that Skye has all a person could ask for when he does not deserve it. He has a handsome, loving husband, and two beautiful children with that man. He is loved, yet he goes off and sleeps with me anyway- Note that he does not remember who I was. He talked for me for five minutes and then started making moves on me. How am I the whore? I started nothing. I just agreed to help him become miserable. If not for our children together or Elias, I would kill him, and make him so miserable that he would have to fade. But Elias deserves no more misery- and certainly not the kind that I suffered through.

He was never the "bad guy", stealing Skye away from me. It was all Skye. I am still hoping that Elias can change him, make him realise that what he does is wrong. It upsets me when he does stupid things because he tends to hurt others while doing them. I would like him to actually learn how to think things through. That would make me so happy, perhaps happy enough to drag me out of this depression that I cannot ever seem to escape.

I suppose I am a whore, though- ...At this point, I will sleep with anyone, just for a kick, because to love, or make love, is utter bullshit. Who will come to me next?

Keaira

...I have not seen anyone but Echo and Johanna in the past... five days. I don't even know where Cambion is, and I am getting more lonely than horny. I hate this time of year. He is probably avoiding me. It's unfair. I want to cuddle him. I'm going to cry. I hate suffering alone. I hate being alone! Damn it. Cambionnnnnn. Where are youuuu? Dx I need... alone time... with youuuu... Please? D:

Johanna

Mum dyed my hair black. I came across Nemo yesterday, and he failed to recognise me. I was rather hoping it would remain that way, but it didn't. I have never met someone so infuriating as he, but I think I am doing a better job between the two of us of being annoying, which, for me, is good. I honestly don't care what he thinks. He speaks bullshit quite fluently- I think I will have a talk with Denzel about his lying habits. I would love to see Nemo get told off, he really is such a chld (then again, he was raised by children). He calls me a pest, because I am a dragon fly. The only pest I am aware exists is him.

I am currently working on a top secret case... It really feels quite cheesy working as a special agent, but I suppose someone has to do it. It also is quite entertaining, anyway, so I am not really complaining... Perhaps I will be allowed to share details sooner or later.

I wonder how Levi is doing? Last I heard, he is with Eliphas... Not that I mind. I can understand that. I think I will go see him again soon... I wonder if he will recognise me?

Sebastian

Nemo gave me a kitten. So now I have two babies to take care of- and one more name to choose. I hope I am able to attend work tomorrow because this spending all day laying around and doing nothing is really quite irritating. Perhaps I will get Denzel to babysit for me as long as he refrains from dressing Nikola up like a girl...

Ulixes came to be the other day in tears- I had always noticed that there was a place on his face that looked as if there were eyes just dying to be revealed, and now they have been... I never thought he would actually have any (and I wonder if the ones he had on the palms of his hands are still there?). That aside, he told me that Riley had tried to commit suicide. I will have to have a serious talk with that idiot soon...

Nemo says my facial features are cute. I do not approve. I wonder what Ciel thinks? I will have to ask him later... Speaking of which, the day I delivered Nikola, he suggested that he and I be "swingers". I didn't answer him. I figured he would ask this question eventually- but this seems a bit sudden. Perhaps we should test it out... But I really would rather not. I don't like anyone else touching him. He is mine. I worked too hard to make him mine. He is mine. I am far too possessive...

Good, then- what else should be expected of the devil, after all?~