"I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away..."

Luca sat at the dinner table, though the moon was still out, shining brightly, though it was eight in the morning... He sat, stirring at his little china cup of Assam tea... A silver streak out of a thousand dancing moonbeams caught his eye, and abruptly, he rose with the cup and flung it- tea and all. The chair he had been sitting in flipped over with a crash that echoed through the room.

"...You worthless bastard!" he screeched, delusional. Before him stood the butler, bleeding from the forehead, as the china had severed his flesh; and yet, he remained otherwise emotionless, his sliver hair illuminated with his blue gaze by the moon.

"Master Luca, have I done something wrong?" he said.

Luca reposistioned his chair correctly, and sat back down in the silence...

thinking.

***

"You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay."

***

I don't  know why I just did that.

He really is worthless, but he didn't deser- Yes, he did. Of course he did. Everyone deserves worse than that, I let him off easy. He's only a butler, after all... Still my friend...

If this is anyone's fault, it is Aranis's- All right, let me organise this for myself...

Aranis took advantage of Denzel. Denzel is my friend. Denzel is now pregnant.

Denze's fiance is Caru. Caru is my nephew. Shit, he's going to be upset...

Aranis is with Gabriel. Gabriel is my brother. He wanted to be with him. He shouldn't have done this. He's an idiot, he's disgusting. He is supposed to take care of Gabriel- If you love someone for real, you aren't gonna fucking cheat on them. He's a liar...

"G-Gabe... Love... him..."

...Bullshit. That dream was bullshit. I can't believe it wasn't real. He deserves to die, why the fuck is he alive? Why wont' he stay dead?! All he does is cause problems... And Johanna! I trusted him with her- But, damn, if she stays with him any longer... He's going to touch her. What am I going to do now? I can't take her, and I can't just leave her- Oh, and Gabriel has died. Wonderful. Chester... Chester, what's Chester going to think? "Oh. That's sad. What are you going to do with the baby? Put her up for adoption, I'm not ready yet. I'll never be ready."

No, you wouldn't even have to take care of her if I brought her back. Sascha and I, and even mum would. And you can sit there on your ass and not be a part of her life- I don't care. Don't act like you feel guilty...

Stupid dog.

I, however, refuse to simply sit around. Insane as I am, my insanity is only just beginning... And no one is doing anything much to fix it, and so they shall suffer the consequences in the end...

Compiled information: This affects Chester, has affected Gabriel, as he has passed suddenly, Johanna, Denzel, Caru, it shall affect Keaira, and indirectly affect others, such as Sebastian, Ciel, Mello, L, Valdus, Skye, Elias, etc.

Oh, what a mess... What a shame...

***
"You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and every one
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want it to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me."

***

Sascha's gaze never once left Luca's, and when Luca said,

"Nothing, Sascha. Go away," Sascha did  just that with a smirk on his face...

***

Master Luca really is a vengeful little brat. He makes himself miserable... Just like Aranis does. I cannot believe I am related to either. They are both pieces of pure rubbish. Everyone in this pitiful place is rubbish- this place is a literal dump.

Still, I do not like what is going on here... It makes Luca upset, and that will not bode well... I suppose it is my turn, and job, to intervene.

***

What are you thinking about me? About this? Oh, stop playing games, you twat.

***

I hate everyone here, but they are still so entertaining- So I'll just play along. Such is a butler's duty, after all, is it not?

***

You have cake frosting in your hair... It's pink... Stop staring... I dismissed you, you fool.

***

Oh, you did... My apologies; I shall leave, master. And do stop singing in your head, you sound miserable.

***

...You'll be my alliance in all this, Sascha. That's an order.

***

Yes, of course; I swear it, and so shall it be.

***

Pft, bullshit... And good riddance...

***
How cute... Good night, young master.

***

"Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
I love..."