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Gabriel's Suicide Note

So go and tell all your friends
That I’m a failure underneath
If it makes you feel like a bigger man
But it’s my, my heart, my life
That you're calling a lie
I’ve played this game before
And I can’t take anymore

I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?

Dear Aranis,

                     By the time you find this, there will be a very great chance that I am now no longer on Earth with you, and, again, that I have left you for very selfish reasons.

You have taken me to this strange place in America, and now you've napped Denzel, as well. You told him you had a surprise for him, and that surprise was me. Neither of us expected that anything could go wrong...

But the look in his eyes when he saw me reminded me of what I am; A thief, a murderer, a liar. I thought that I lost my heart to you, but the fear that blazed within Denzel's gaze made me realise that I still had a small, damaged piece of it remaining.

To see a child regard you with such an expression, to see him burst into tears and sobs at the very sight of you, and to watch as he runs to hide and protect himself from you... Aranis, how did you expect me to stay after that? I love children, yet I cannot have any of my own... But still, ridden with hatred and bewilderment, I have destroyed every child I have come across, one way or another. Do you remember when Johanna was stolen? That was me, trying in vain to get her back. I just wanted a child, and she was given to me before she was even born. She was mine first...

And although I was not yours first, you were mine first...

I tried and succeeded in making an age reversal device in hope that you would want me again... Want me more. What I am now is obviously not good enough. Unfortunately, when my laboratory in Heaven was raided by Hell's allies and residents, it was stolen. My laboratory now lies in ashes, as I soon shall. There is no more hope.

I cannot see myself having a future on this Earth, and I especially cannot envision a future with you... Not a healthy one, anyway, or a long-lived one. Can you think to yourself, for my sake, why that is?

Why can I not have any thing that I want the very most? Or am I simply too blinded and shallow to keep trying? That can't be, though... I do not tire easily, but I now wish to be laid down to sleep for eternity...

Aranis, I am sorry- but I can no longer take being a slave to haunting dreams of innocent eyes. I love you, and I will forevermore, no matter where I may go... But I am not worthy... Not enough... Ruined... And unchanging for the better. It is better if I do not stick around...

Farewell, my love.

                                        -Gabriel Dae Keehl.


Sebastian's Letter to Ciel

To my dearest Ciel,

                          I regret having to inform you that something dire has come up in the nether regions of Hell, and I need you (or at least someone you find worthy) to watch over the Palace and Manor for me- and yes, that includes the people. Make sure to give Nemo lots of work, he tends to get himself hurt when he is bored. Unless, of course, you want him hurt, then take a picture so I can get a laugh out of it when I return.

I am unaware of how long I may be absent, but I presume it should be a little under two weeks. Please, be a good boy for me and inform the family of those listed below that they are safe with me:

Malphas
Luca
Johanna
Lachrimae
L
Sascha
Nameless
Dyfri

...Oh, it's nothing too important, for now, anyway. No worries...When I am not quite so preoccupied, I shall write you again with more details regarding this particular situation. I am afraid I must finsh this letter prematurely... I will try my hardest to get back to you very soon.

                                                          Love,
                                                                     Sebastian.

P.S. Please feed Megara and Styx (my cat) while I am gone. And please, please, do not kill or let them get killed somehow. Thank you.

Keaira's Letter to Cambion

                  Dear Cambion,

                                                   I'm really sorry to have left on such short notice, but I've decided to make room for some much needed... mother/son bonding time, with Caru. I'm also sorry I didn't even invite you.

He just seems very depressed lately, and I am extremely concerned about him.

I am taking him to the month-long summer festival in Hell, and we will stay there for about two weeks. Don't worry- I'll behave myself. I hope all the festivities will lift his spirits some, because, to be frank, seeing him so upset reminds me of the very last days I spent with Claude. I don't know what I would do if I lost Caru, as well.

I don't know why he is this horribly upset. I doubt it is just because of Aranis (though I can understand why that may be reasonable. Can't you?). Maybe I'll find out at some point. I give it... a 70% chance that I will. You can never quite tell with Caru.

Please do behave yourself while I am gone, and be nice to the other kids (*coughLachcough*) unless, of course, the other kids want to kick your butt, then you can do whatever you please to stop them. Also, you should kick Aranis in the crotch for me, and I will do whatever you want me to when I return. Promise.

I'll write again soon,

                                          Love and gay kisses (No, really.),

                                                                       ~Keaira.