Jazz's Blog- How do ya like me now, bitches?

So, yeah. I spoke with Sebby yesterday (NOT in a happy mood. On a scale of one through ten- ten being exploding- I'd give him a nine) and, as it turns out, my daddy is trying to break the contract between myself and Cambion.

What. The. Flying squirrels.

This is where I consider myself lucky Sebastian is friends with Cambion.

I honestly don't know what Mello is even thinking. I chose to become a contracted demon all by myself- I'm not a little girl anymore. I can take care of myself and make my own decisions. I just wish he'd realise that.

He probably think I'm going to wind up hurt, and that Cambion's a little shitbag. He thinks Cam would harm me. He doesn't know anything. Even if Cambion does hurt me, I can't do a thing about it, and I'm perfectly fine with that. I am the boy's servant now- I follow his will and his will only.

Dad needs to read up on Faustian contracts and demonic diplomacy.

I made this contract for selfish reasons. I do not wish to see Cambion suffer in the firey pits of Hell when he dies. And so I shall serve him until his dying day. In the end, I get to protect him and make him smile and laugh. That's all I want in this world.

If I get hurt, so be it. I am prepared. I would give my life to protect my master, I would happily take a bullet. Every inch of me belongs to him now, from my toes down to my very last strand of hair. If he wishes to mess with my mind, then I will let him. If he desires to toy with my emotions, who am I to stop him?

If he dare lays so much as a finger- if anyone does, actually- on my master, I will not hesitate to attack and even kill if necessary. I have aesthetics. Mello needs to acknowledge that.

Meanwhile, Cambion has been absolutely brilliant. I am currently working on building a treehouse for us when our "parents" kick us out and we have nowhere else to really go. Speaking of which- Ciel has gone on another asshole streak and seems to have zero tolerance for poor Cambion lately, more or less. I can only hope Phantomhive improves his behaviour soon. I don't hink he realises just how many people he's hurting, even indirectly. Primarily Sebastian and Cam. I worry for both of them.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to fetch Cambion's chocolates from the Trancy house.

~<3 Jazz