Lecea's Blog-

When I came to the room at the end of the hallway, the very first thing that I was able to see was a head of marble-coloured hair, fashioned messily.

Oh, hell no...

I took a deep breath and sped right out of there, advancing to the staircase. There were soon footsteps that sounded dissimiliar to mine. I gritted my teeth when a voice came, as well, following me just like those steps.

"Hi there, Lecea."

"...You."

There was then a bump into my backside. "Whoa- Me?"

"No shit. Watch where you're going. Idiot."

It was at this point that I swiveled around to face him.

Bambi. Bambi the half-demon, half-angel, with the marbled hair, and with the doe eyes.  Bambi, the only one I had love left to give to. Bambi... My Bambi...

He blinked, appauled. "...What's wrong? I've missed you..."

I gritted my teeth and snapped my gaze away, and began trekking up the stairs with my usual limp. "Don't you dare tell that to me now."

And of course I was followed by this very confused boy. "But...! What did I do...?"

"Just go away."

"I don't wanna go awayyy..." With that blue-flecked brown gaze of his, he stared right up at me, his thin lips plastered into a frown. "Tell me, what's wrong? W-why are you being like this?"

"...All this time and still no brains. Idiot. Bugger off."

"Is it because I haven't sen you in a long time? You told me to leave you alone a while ago, so I did, a-and... I really really wanted to see you..."

Yes, Bambi. Provoke my tear-ducts, why don't you? "...Why so long? Why'd you have to listen to me?" I uttered.

"...'Cause that's what you wanted."

I couldn't look at him. No, not with my eyes welling up so severely. However, I am certain my voice gave me away. "...I thought I lost you."

"I thought I lost you, too." he whimpered. "You didn' seem very happy with me, and I didn't even do nothin'..."

From the top of the stairs, I raced all the way back down- despite my injury- and I threw my arms around him, the tears streaming down my face.

"You're the only damn thing that keeps me sane... Don't you dare let me tell you to go away ever again!"

He returned my favour and held me, resting his chin on my shoulder and beginning to cry, as well. "I-I promise. I won't. I... I love you."

"I love you too!"

How sappy... But I guess sappiness is pretty okay.

"I missed you so much, Lecea. I really really did."

"I missed you, too."

"C-c'mon..." And he took me up to his room and pushed me down on his bed. Bambi, my Bambi...

"I don't you to ever leave me, 'cause I dunno if I can take it anymore." he said.

"I won't. I won't leave you. I don't want to."

***

We eventually made our way outside and stared up at the stars together- like diamonds sewn to a lady's dark velvet dress, they were. I looked at Bambi- he's really very beautiful. If I didn't know better, I might mistake him for a girl... Even his name- But that's aside the point. He's mine, and I am his. And that's all that matters.

It was all perfect until things got a bit steamy... In the end, nothing was accomplished. Which is actually probably good...

I asked a rather embarassing favour of him, which he has yet to fulfill...

I think I fell asleep in Bambi's arms during the middle of a conversation. He'll probably be angry at me for that. But not for long, 'cause I don't want him to be. He's my best friend and he's also my lover. I never really cared about being alone until I met him. This feeling chills me to the bone...

Daddy, tell me this isn't love. I dare you.

You can go die for all me and Mummy and everyone else cares. Because I don't. And Cambion can go die too. I hope Miss Jazebel make stealing his soul the most agonising thing in existence.

You're all just jerks.